As I go into this week leading to my son Dennis' 1st heaven date,I have so many thoughts & ??.I have so many memories that I'm not willing to share yet,but the 1 thing I want known is how happy I am to have given my son life,to watch him grow,to have been there thru it ALL w/him.Nothing can ever bring him back to me as a person,but in my mind he will always be my beautiful 26 y/o son,who beat his demon down if only for 1 yr.His 1 lapse cost him everything,but the struggle is over & he is FREE.I love u Bean.Watch over us & keep us safe.Fly high & proud..i I M U & U R ME..love ya,mean it.. : )