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| MOMMy |
Hey U,rise & shine.Ur son's had me up for the past few days @ all crazy hours.What's up.? M I nuts for coming here talking to u?..I'm sorry,but as much as I miss u,,I can't grieve ur passing..Ur life was just so good.With the exception of a couple of yrs thrown in to show u what bad is..U had it made..Ur life brought so much pleasure & joy to everyone around u..I could sit around & wonder Y,,I could stare @ photos & cry all day,,but U were so much more then that..Yes ,ur no longer here,& i'd give anything to just be able to hug u,but ,the time that u were here was just so nice..I have such good memories ..I live w/them now..The good & bad ones..I try to ease Tone's pain by telling him that he's so special..He has his own Angel.He has so many people who love him..He's so cute to just watch..What an imagination..At night he wraps himself in the afghan w/ur pix on it,,or else he folds it & puts it on the pillow w/him.I figure if I keep telling myself that God only takes the best & He had bigger plans for u..I may start to believe it..My son is special..He's w/God.
It's Monday,A new week..I'm gonna stay positive.Even as I sit here crying..Tears of joy,just for having brought u into this world & having the chance to know u...I love & miss u more then u could ever imagine.Stay w/us,,& help keep me strong..I M U & U R ME.
| MOMMy |
Yo,,,What's up,?,I had a discussion w/my mom's grp abt feeling good or happy..I shared my motto,"Expect the worse,U'll never be disappointed."..Why have I always been a negative person..It's like I've never really been able to enjoy anything 100%..Everything is like a tease..Lately even the weather is teasing me..Last 2 days in the high 60's, then POW!! woke up this morning to SNOW..Gram wasn't like that..I know it was those Nun's back in Catholic school..Always telling us we weren't worthy ,didn't deserve anything..That's why theres so many screwed up adults now..They should of had counselors in school back then.No wonder Nun's r a thing of the past..I hope they never make a comeback..Ok,,It's Friday,I'm going thru something,so I'm gonna get dressed & take Tone to get his haircut.. Hollar @ u later..I love u kiddo..I M U & U R ME
| MOMMy |
Den,Boy,what I'd do for a hug right abt now..I'm off 2day & just have this feeling it's not gonna be a good 1..Stay w/me PLEASE..I love & miss u so much..I M U & U R ME
| Mommy |
Yo Den,I'm so sick..I feel like my eyes are floatin,have a bangin headache,can't hear,breathe or talk..It should be a good nite @ work..U know my motto.."Use ur sick days when u have something to do"..LOL..That freakin bldg needs to be torn down.No open windows ,,we all just keep breathin in each others germs.I really can't complain,I haven't had a cold all winter..Someone's idea of acruel joke for me to get 1 just as the weather is breaking.Anyway,I'm still on nite work,so maybe 2moro when I drop Tone @ school,I'll drive down & sit w/u for a few..I may even buy u a Propel..Maybe,I don't want to spoil you..U always thought I was hidin them from u.I still leave all the waters in the grocery bags.Ok,,He's torturing me for a Nerd rope..I have to get ready for work..I love & miss u..I M U & U R ME
| MOMMy |
Hey U,what's up? or as Bob would say,What's shakin? Do u ever run into him? I hope u have ur family members close to u.So,the blanket came in & we ALL love it..Anthony & I fight over it @ night..I have to get u a clearer picture..Den,I don't know what's going on w/Tone in school..He actually hit someone in school 2day..I'm getting him tested again soon..I don't know what more I can do.I wish I could just stay home w/him..Well anyway,,haven't talked to u in a few days..the snow is gone & warm weather is here.HOORAY !! but u never know..It can snow again in a minute..U know ,,El Nino,,Global warming ,,whatever..U used to keep up on everything & then tell me..Now I don't know a damn thing .Pop told me Junior got sucker punched @ the bar & no one helped ..I doubt u would still be there,but I'm glad ur not..That neighborhood has gotten really bad,but U can't tell Senior anything.Y try..So enough abt them..U know I love & miss u..that will never change..Come see us..I M U & U R ME.
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